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    Monday, October 3rd, 2005
    12:40 am
    The End.
    Consider this journal closed.

    If you want to find me on LJ, my other name is xdforgottendx

    Later
    Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
    12:23 am
    Seether's "Fade away" (With my commentary):

    I wanna be there when you call

    (Step away from the phone, because I won’t at all)

    I wanna catch you when you fall

    (Step away from me, ‘cause I won’t at all)

    I wanna be the one you need

    (You used to be)

    I wanna be the one you breathe

    (You used to be)

     

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade from me)

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (There is no “we” alive today)

    Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown

    (There is no us, we have no way, we’re done)

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away

    (Then fade away from me)

     

    I wanna be there when you cry

    (You never were, so why now? WHY?)

    And when you’re down I’ll help you fly

    (I’ll find my own wings, and fly alone in the sky)

    I wanna be the one you need

    (You used to be)

    I wanna be the one you breathe

    (You used to be)

     

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade from me)

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade back into yesterday)

    Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown

    (There is no place for us, we’re done)

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade the fuck away from me)

     

    But I’m coming back,

    (You’re not welcome, you’re my past)

    And I’m taking back everything I can

    (You can’t, it’s too late for that)

    It’s breaking me up and tearing me up

    (Then fall apart, and never stop)

    It’s all I have

    (Then you have nothing)

    And I’m coming back,

    (I don’t want you back)

    And I’m taking back everything I can

    (It’s way too late for that)

    It’s breaking me up and tearing me up

    (You brought it upon yourself, fuck off)

    It’s all I have

    ( It’s what you HAD)

     

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade from me)

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade back into yesterday)

    Today’s the day we’ll find our way grown

    Today’s the day we’ll fade away, oh

    (Then fade the fuck away from me)

     



    Current Mood: angry
    Current Music: Seether "Fade Away"
    Thursday, September 15th, 2005
    1:07 am
    Jayden

    Meh, Harmony was working on school shits, so I held Jayden...

    And.. he thought it would be so funny to throw up on me... It kinda was funny.. but heh......anywho, Thats all I really had to talk about.. So Im going..



    Current Mood: blank
    Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
    2:44 am
    Survey.... O_o
    :x: name = Kashmir
    :x: piercings = Uhm, I don't feel like counting
    :x: tattoos = Eventually
    :x: height = 5'6" or 5'7"ish
    :x: shoe size = 9 or 10
    :x: hair color = Naturally Dark Brown, I dyed it black a while ago, but its growing out... I hope to get red highlights soon tho..
    :x: length = Sortof long..
    :x: siblings = Older sister

    LAST...
    :x: movie you rented = Oh geez, we haven't rented movies in ages.
    :x: movie you bought = O_o That goes even farther than the renting..
    :x: song you listened to = "Fuck Yourself" by Frank Zappa and Steve Vai
    :x: song that was stuck in your head = "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson
    :x: cd you bought = O_o I think maybe my Yngwie Malmsteen one, but I think Savannah might have bought it or something.. Idk
    :x: cd you listened to = Soil "Scars"
    :x: person you've called = Mom
    :x: person that's called you = Idk, probably JP
    :x: tv show you've watched = Buffy Teh Slayer of the VamPIRES *mock Andrew voice*
    :x: person you were thinking of = JP, Tristan & Savannah.

    DO...
    :x: you have a bf or gf = Yeah
    :x: you have a crush on someone = No, I just have a boyfriend cause I hate him...
    :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = No, not really.
    :x: you think about suicide = I have thought about it, but never considered it.
    :x: you believe in online dating = Omfg, hell no.
    :x: you want more piercings = Yep. Industrial on left ear, one more regular on my right cause it closed up.. & a belly button piercing.. <3
    :x: you drink = Orange Juice
    :x: you do drugs = Guhh.. I take asprin, yes.
    :x: you smoke = *cough* no *hurl*
    :x: you like cleaning = Sometimes
    :x: you like roller coasters= Sometimes
    :x: you write in cursive or print = both simultaniously ^_^
    :x: you carry a donor card = Uh.. no

    FOR OR AGAINST...
    :x: long distance relationships = I hate them, but I'd be willing to try it again, eventually, depending on how far it was.
    :x: using someone = Very against
    :x: killing people = It depends...
    :x: teenage smoking = I'm against dumbass teenagers smoking, the smart ones are fine.. lol
    :x: driving drunk = Against
    :x: gay/lesbian relationship = For, all the way.
    :x: soap operas = FOR!!! Lol, I hate soap operas.

    FAVORITE...
    :x: food = O_o Don't have one
    :x: song = Currently, its the acoustic version of "Vermillion"
    :x: thing to do = JP, hang around with friends, and do the types of stuff that I do with friends
    :x: thing to talk about = Whatever comes to mind
    :x: drink = Orange Juice, orange soda, or something like that.
    :x: clothes = Eh, don't have a favorite, my taste in clothes varies quite a bit.
    :x: movies = Uhh... dont really have one at the moment
    :x: holiday = Don't celebrate them, so I don't give a flying fuck.

    HAVE YOU...
    :x: ever cried over a guy/girl = NO, of course not, are you insane?! I didnt give a shit about him.
    :x: ever lied to someone = Uhm, duh, babe.
    :x: ever been in a fist fight = Nope
    :x: ever been arrested = Nope

    NUMBER...
    :x: of times have you been in love? = One
    :x: of times you have had your heart broken? = 2 1/2
    :x: of hearts you have broken? = Probably Idk, 3 if any.
    :x: of people you consider enemies? = None really, there are people that I wouldn't care if they died though, or throw a party.. or laugh really hard.
    :x: of scars on my body? = You want me to count?? You're a fag.
    :x: of things in my past that I regret?= Only one thing.. but I don't regret it so much, cause if I hadn't fucked up then, I wouldn't be were I am now. Sooooo that huge string of mistakes took me somewhere good, so its all ok.

    FAVORITE...
    :x: disney movie = Don't have one
    :x: scent = No comment
    :x: word = Sheboygan
    :x: nickname = Kashi/Mashi... etc..
    :x: eye color = Brown
    :x: flower = Rose
    :x: actress/actor = Your mom & your dad

    DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
    :x: pretty = No, not really.
    :x: funny = If I were on crack, maybe I would.
    :x: friendly = I usually am
    :x: amusing = Again, if I were on crack..
    :x: ugly = Usually
    :x: loveable = When I'm high, maybe
    :x: caring = Yeah, I care... get the fuck away from me
    :x: sweet = Depends on what you mean by that
    :x: dorky = Most of the time, yeah

    RANDOM...
    :x: Spell your first name backwards: Rimhsak
    :x: Are you straight?: no
    :x: Where do you live?: Asheville, NC.
    :x: 4 words that sum you up: Fucked, Bitchy, Loving, Worthless

    DESCRIBE YOUR -
    :x: Wallet= Well, I have a few, but the one I use most often now is a Korn one that JP gave me... I also have a Stewie "you shall pay" wallet... Yeah... and then that one that was savannahs... Like I said, I have a bunch.
    :x: Hairbrush = I have three, and they are hairy.
    :x: Toothbrush = Electronic spongebob...
    :x: Jewelry worn daily = rings & necklaces
    :x: Pillow cover= Uhm... I have a red one for my body pillow, and then an orange one for my only regular pillow.
    :x: Blanket= I have a few.. A black and white reversable one.. a purple and light purple reversable one, a spongebob fleese like thingie, and then a red velvety one.
    :x: Shoes = I have tall black boots with a piece of blue gum stuck to the bottom of one, a pair of high heeled weird black ones, the classic hightop chucks with different laces, and then red and black chucks with rainbow laces, black and white sneakers with checkered laces &skull and crossbone laces... I also have 2 pairs of slippers and about 495743953845 flip flops.
    :x: CD in stereo right now = Probably ~Soil "Scars"~ Or one of my mixes
    :x: What you are wearing now = kitty cat pajama pants & black bathingsuit top.. lol
    :x: Make up = None at the moment
    :x: In my mouth = spit
    :x: In my head = A skull, a brain.. eyes, ears.. etc.
    :x: Talking to = Your mom
    :x: Eating = Nuffin
    :x: Person you wish you were with = JP
    :x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = Hanging out with JP and Tristan again.. and maybe more friendses. I can't think of anything else...
    :x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = Rejection and or feeling unloved

    YES/NO/SURE
    :x: Do you like candles?: Yes
    :x: Do you like hot wax?: WTF? no
    :x: Do you like incense?: Yes
    :x: Do you like the taste of blood?: WTF? Lol, sure
    :x: Do you believe in love ?: Sure, sometimes
    :x: Do you believe in soul mates?: Sure
    :x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: Sometimes
    :x: Do you believe in God: Uhm. No, not unless your mom is god.

    RANDOMS -
    :x: What do you want done with your body when you die: I wanna be cremated, I guess... I dont want to be a weird waste of space.
    :x: Who is your worst enemy?: My past love, but he is also my best friend... even though he doesn't exist.
    :x: If you could have any animal for a pet?: A ladybug... but not really, since they love to pee on me
    :x: Latest you've ever stayed up?: Days.. IDK exactly
    :x: Ever been to Belgium?: Uh, no.
    :x: Can you eat with chopsticks: Yep
    :x: What are 5 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?: I don't want to flippin relocate. Go shove a map up your ass.
    :x: Whats something that you wish people would understand?: Idfk, A lot of things
    :x: What's something you wish you could understand better?: Why.
    :x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: Josh and Amber Lawson..
    :x: Something you want to make: Love?

    OMFG IM BORED.... T_T

    Current Mood: bored
    Friday, September 2nd, 2005
    5:36 am
    So, suck on that.
    *growls* I despise these fucking memories. Its really sick, at the same time that I hate them with the firey passions of hell, I miss them..... I miss them, and I hate them. I really do find it as an extremely distasteful, revolting and otherwise a foul way for my mind to work. Human minds suck.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Thursday, September 1st, 2005
    6:57 pm
    Orange ^_^



    Current Mood: chipper
    Monday, August 29th, 2005
    4:51 am
    <3 Random Pixurz <3

    Love ya muches...

    ~Kashi~



    Current Mood: bored
    Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
    6:05 pm
    Randomosity.... and the past.

    I talked to Hayes today... and he reminded me of Breaking Benjamin, and how he was going to burn me their cd... From there, I started listening to them, cause I was reminded that I love them. Of course, the first song I listen to is "Rain".. which COMPLETELY reminds me of Michael. >< I hate how there is music that I relate to each of the ones that I cared for so much in my past. I realized I haven't talked to Michael in a long time.. so I checked his LJ, and Idk if he has another or something or just doesn't use it, cause there are rarely new posts.  SooOo I checked a journal of one who I knew would mention something about him if something was going on... =O its 6:09 ... << random.. anywho, that was kindof a weird thing. O_o I feel all weird right now cause I was thinking of him, and wondering about th- .... >_< Oh well. He's not mine anymore, to hell with it. I'm special.  

    And very very loved.

    <3



    Current Mood: contemplative
    6:41 am
    MOo, BaAh, QuAck, QUACK.. MOTHERFUCKER... PoP...

    And I'm sending out this message to all of my special & wonderful friends:

    Mucho Love

    ~Kashi~


    Sunday, August 21st, 2005
    11:29 pm
    YOU'RE A COW!
    See entry title.
    Saturday, August 13th, 2005
    11:43 pm
    Bored bored bored


    Current Mood: bored
    Friday, August 12th, 2005
    12:57 am
    Kitties <3

    Ceasar aka Pupperz/puppy/etc. (-Left-), PoopieFartKnocker aka Poopy (-right-)

     

    Wupperz & Poopy

    Ignatz aka Iggy

    <3 I wuv mah kitties <3



    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Kate Rusby "A Rose In April" ~Hourglass~
    Thursday, August 11th, 2005
    12:59 am
    Deanne is my hero... <3
    artychick2009 (12:55:06 AM): pick a number any number
    RoamingGoddess33 (12:55:42 AM): 69
    artychick2009 (12:57:11 AM): SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!
    artychick2009 (12:57:39 AM): SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!SIXTY-NINE!!!
    artychick2009 (12:57:55 AM): that was SIXTY-NINE!!! 69 times!! (i think)
    Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
    9:33 pm
    Got bored, did a survey.
    Stole this from *gasp* KIRBY's site. =O

    TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

    Name: Kashmir Ilan Boros
    Birthday: February 9th, 1991
    Birthplace: Asheville, NC
    Current Location: Ashevile, NC
    Eye Color: Brown
    Hair Color: Naturally Dark brown.... buut since I died it a while back, most is black.
    Height: 5'7"ISH
    Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
    Your Heritage: Guhh.... Austrian, Hungarian.. Probably somewhat Scottish..
    The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots.... for the first time in a while.
    Your Weakness: Uhhmm.. Idk..
    Your Fears: Rejection, being unloved...
    Your Perfect Pizza: Just regular cheese.... unless its the "Mad Mushroom" pizza from APBC..
    Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get through 9th and 10th grade, whilest learning to play the guitar..
    Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Uhhmm.. "Lol..."
    Thoughts First Waking Up: "huh? I'm tired..."
    Your Best Physical Feature: Uhm... I dont know.
    Your Bedtime: Don't have one, and won't for a while
    Your Most Missed Memory: Don't want to answer that... It may offend some people.
    Pepsi or Coke: Coke... "If you drink coke, then you are in luck, don't drink Pepsi cola, cause pepsi cola sucks!"
    MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither. I prefer Subway or Wendy's
    Single or Group Dates: Definately single dates.
    Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Don't care, I don't drink Iced Tea much, that was an Elijah thing..
    Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla icecream, chocolate chocolates.
    Cappuccino or Coffee: Depends on my mood.
    Do you Smoke: Not anymore... I used to, buuut my lungs are fucked. I might smoke the last ones I have tonight though..
    Do you Swear: What the fuck do you think? I'm dating JP, the cursing king of the motherfucking world.. I can't help it.
    Do you Sing: Badly
    Do you Shower Daily: Not really..
    Have you Been in Love: Yep.
    Do you want to go to College: Yeah...
    Do you want to get Married: I guess... But not to you, stupid computer.
    Do you belive in yourself: Usually
    Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes.. buut the addition of stinky trees out of the garbage makes it worse... lol..
    Do you think you are Attractive: No, not really.
    Are you a Health Freak: Uh.. no. But I would never be obese.
    Do you get along with your Parents: Most of the time.
    Do you like Thunderstorms: I love rain.... <3
    Do you play an Instrument: I'm going to start playing guitar again.
    In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.. I hate alcohol.
    In the past month have you Smoked: Nope... or... maybe, I dunno how long ago it was.
    In the past month have you been on Drugs: I don't know if it was this month..lol
    In the past month have you gone on a Date: Quite a few.
    In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yep, went today for the first time in a long time.
    In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: uh.. last month I ate some, and had the box, but didnt eat them all
    In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. I hate sushi.
    In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
    In the past month have you been Dumped: Uh... No
    In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope.
    In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Uh.. yeah.. today actually.. lol
    Ever been Drunk: No, alcohol has bad effects on me even before i get drunk.
    Ever been called a Tease: Uh, I think so... -_-
    Ever been Beaten up: Uh, by Harmony, but not badly.. lol
    Ever Shoplifted: Mhmm..
    How do you want to Die: O_O Not telling. lol...
    What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Something that has to do with Arcitecture, or design of some kind...
    What country would you most like to Visit: UHhhh, India. I want to go to Kashmir <3

    In a Boy/Girl..
    Favourite Eye Color: No preference...
    Favourite Hair Color: Preferably Dark, like brown or black... I can deal with anything though..
    Short or Long Hair: Kinda long
    Height: Either my hieght (5'7"ish) or a bit taller..
    Weight: Not skinny, not Chubby... like the in between.
    Best Clothing Style: Something original...
    Number of Drugs I have taken: Uh, Noneya.
    Number of CDs I own: To many to count right now.
    Number of Piercings: 12, soon to be 15.
    Number of Tattoos: None, but a want to get some eventually.
    Number of things in my Past I Regret: -_- 2 maybe 3, buuut if they hadn't happened, I wouldn't be how I am, so its all justified I guess.

    Current Mood: busy
    Current Music: Eminem "The Way I Am"
    Saturday, August 6th, 2005
    8:37 pm
    =Oh my

    Guess who's an auntie...

    Harmsy had her kid today....

    Meow... Harmy and Jermaine are still hanging around the hospital.... and I'm at home. For people who want to know, its a boy and his name is Jaden O_o not sure if thats how to spell it but whatever... I'll update more later....

    Hasta 

    8:35 pm
    Back from Costa Rica, here are some pics....

    Here's a few pictures from Costa Rica, I don't have them all yet, so the best are not here... : / buuut when I get them, I'll be sure to post them. 

    The CCC in Tortuguero, where we molested gay turtles all night.

    The hotel lobyish thing in Tamarindo... that beach was gorgeous.

    Tamarindo beach... I told ya its preeettty.

    Annnd there is the weird heroin addict who did my henna tattoo... which I still have, but is fading quickly...

    Anyway, thats about all I have right now... sooo I'm gonna go.

    <3

    Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
    6:51 am
    =O bored!

    Waitin for ze mommuh to wakey wakey. In ze mean times, I be bored. Here yous go.



    Current Mood: blank
    Sunday, July 17th, 2005
    3:36 am
    Meh... Icon Thingies

            

          

           

           

           

          

          

          

      =O Those are so fun!! <3



    Current Mood: crazy
    Friday, July 15th, 2005
    6:38 am
    Harmy

    Sometimes I wish that Harmony could be how she used to be, like before she was pregnant... Cause now she is basically just an arrogant bitch... An extremely hypocritical arrogant bitch... But whatever, thats okay, cause she's my sister and I love her.



    Current Mood: annoyed
    Thursday, July 14th, 2005
    8:48 pm
    Wow.
    I forgot that the world exists. I'm sorry to the people who actually read this, but yeppuh... anywho, I'm gonna go.

    Hasta

    Current Mood: calm
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